Sometimes i would like to say what i can feel

How Can I show you what I am
Without know you
I feel myself walking in a end road
Without money, without light

Why what I feel for another person is so complicated?
Why?
Sometimes I would like understand it
Just only to know it.

I just walk in my rules that way
With many doubts and certains
I am waiting for on afirmation, a clear Conscience
of my ideas and my way of life

And one more night goes by
like many others, losted by Sleeplessness
With your sweet and sonical voice
sounding intense in my head like a punishment

{Poema de Wagner Rosa, Versão para o inglês: Marcus PC}